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我可以忍受你

不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
使他拥有我该得到的温柔
(使他拥有我没看过的笑容)

爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱也当作应该

不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我-你也曾爱过
不是么……

Do not go drinking when u are feeling down thinking that it will drown your sorrow.. its only makes u feel more sorry for yourself.. makes you feel worst.. and makes people around you more worried (if these people exsist).. trust me.. i know… nitez.. er… morning…

Been sick for the past few days. Simply hate to fall sick. Falling sick makes a person vulnerable. You long for someone to care abt you, to call every one and then to ask how you are, to tell you wan to do and wat not to do, someone who will nurse you to full health. That someone will be the one that matters the most to you. It doesn’t matter if 100 ppl cares abt you, if that someone doesn’t, you will still feel empty.. deserted.. lonely.. That’s human.. We do not appreciate wat we have until we lost them. We shld be happy that there are 100 peeps who cares abt you and not feel sorry for ourselves that that someone doesn’t care. I’m lucky that mine does, even though we are frds (who knows wat will happen in the future).. I still felt very happy. Juz a simple sms telling me to take care of myself will send me to cloud nine.. Of cuz I’m keeping my options open, let nature takes it course.. Anyway.. hope I will recover fast.. simply hate the feeling of being sick..

Women

1. When a woman complain abt her problems to a man, she juz wan him to listen to her. She already has a solution.

2. Bathe everytime she went out and came back home.

3. A woman can watch tv, talk on the phone, surf the internet aka.. multi-tasking.

4. Either she drives very fast or she drives very slow..

5. Cant read a map aka.. no sense of direction.

6. Doesnt like her man to be too touchy. It resrict her movement and she feels uncomfortable abt it.

Men

1. When a woman complain abt her problems to a man, he will offer her a solution. (If you already know the solution.. why tell me… go ahead and do it)

2. Bathe only b4 he goes out. Unless he is already cultured by a woman.

3. Man focus on one job at a time aka.. Sux at multi-tasking. (So ladies, if u wanna talk to your man, pls get his attention 1st b4 u talk.. 99% of the time, he is not listening.)

4. He always go fast.

5. He always finds his car, wherever it is.

6. Likes to touch his lady to ensure that she is safely beside him and to show that he is always looking out for her.

Haha.. Writing my 1st ever blog at 3.40am and I have to start on a negative note. Well, here goes.

Juz watched the last episode of the jap tv series Trainman (Dian Che Nan) this afternoon. The story was abt a small built, bespec, timid guy who met the gal of his dream. He didnt know how or wat to do. So, he went to a forum using the nick Trainman and talk abt it. Soon suggestions (good and bad) flooded in. "Stop dreaming,  she will nv like a ppl like u" vs "Go for it, if u put in effort, u will succeed". Well, no point for guessing wat happen next. He tried and the gal finally chose him over a guy who is rich, handsome, entertaining , dependable and really like her alot.

So why the hell she chose the Trainman over him.. Beats me. For I know this will never, ever happen in real life. Which gal wouldnt wan a guy who can entertain them when they wan to hv fun and dependable whenever she needs help. Rich enuff to fulfil her wants and handsome enuff to show off to her frds. I know, I know, someone is going to tell me tat no one is tat perfect in this world. But does tat help to stop ppl from dreaming.. sry.. NO!

So pls stop showing us tv series abt beauty and the beast. LIES! The beauty will always wan a prince. So wat if the beast loves her so much tat he is willing to do watever in his means to make her happy. So wat if he is always there whenever she needs help. The beast, due to being on his own for so long, has lost or didnt develop the ability to entertain beauty. He cant strike a conversation well enuff to full up all those slient moments when the 2 of them are together. He is too big and ugly. They dun look good standing together. So why does the beast still try to win her heart? Because they are made to believe tat if they try hard enuff, beauty will finally be touched and accept them. Be it 2 years, 5 years, 8 years.. beast will still continue to try. They hv heard success stories abt how other beast won over their beauty after trying for years. Haha…

Pls stop dreaming and return to your old, lonely castle and stay there forever. What makes u think u will be as lucky as them? Do u see yourself winning the big sweep? So given a near 0 possibility, wat sets u apart from the others tat makes u think tat u will succeed. WAKE UP!

Its hard to let go.. Its hard to continue trying.. So wat shld beast do?? Give up and 4ever think of wat if he continue to try or continue to try heading toward a road full of uncertainties? I dun know…… Does anyone?? I dun think so. Sigh..